Waw Need me start from The beginning O wat???
How Bout This year??? well Sure can...
so Many Things have i've done This Years... so sad when You have to Let Go Things that You really2 Care and Love the Most....
well Joy and happiness for this year i Can say... Yet there are Times where You really Have To fight and cry so it will save others...
well I did it... Hahaha... It so easy To Laugh and Smile Infront Of Others when they know you are the laughter maker in a group... But deep Inside You are hurt So Bad...
back few Months I told Myself That I Love That person So mUch And I don dare to Make that person to Be hurt So bad... And People keep saying You used that As A reason...
Hahaha ... Its really easy for them To say that... I cried within My heart yet smile on My face... saying im fine And i'll Do it...
I Prayed everyday that... "Jesus make That person To Love YOU More Than Myself"
I cried Yet i Smile... everytime i say it out... It Is something that should be...
And Jesus Is The Best and The Greatest Ever... Jesus answered My Prayer So Completely...
Thank You so Much And I accept It So Much In my Heart...
Yet And Still My Heart Cries a Lot...
I Put This In front Of My desk, stick it on the wall...
JESUS BELIEVE IN YOU, NOW YOU JUST NEED TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF...
i look at it everyday so i have faith to my own self as He have faith In Me...
Back To The Story...
for the few Past weeks... about 3 Months ago... i decide On it... I Made the decision and no one Know about it Till 2 weeks ago... My closes friend said "Good It Is For The Best"
Crying Now... (T-T)
I pUt away The Decisions away From mY Mind and Keep Praying... And Still Give My heart For everyone Around Me... well they will never believe To see My eyes Crying when i show It...
I Just devoting 100% Myself To My Prayer for the past days, i cant focus and i just lost i so many ways... i dont know what to do and give...
Thanks To mY best Friend ever For Reminding about the divine mercy Prayer...
and My brother as well...
It is a miracle when i open my wallet and i found the prayer was in it for so many years already... I don realize it... Tq Jesus for It..
Waw... Still a Lot need To Written On...
usually I can express everything In Musics and songs... by singing It all OuT!!!
but this time it really2 hurt and I felt The lost so Much...
I dont know Why I feeling sad And empty...
Just I Owes Say This...
"I Love You More Now..."
"So keep breathing
I said that I'll always be there
Now I mean it more than ever before
There's a future worth fighting for
So don't be scared
I know how you must be feeling
No one to help you carry the pain
I'm coming to save the day"
A Song from David Archuleta, Save the Day
Only songs Can Make Me To Express and Forget... But It Is just for a while... I dont Know How Long I can Last...
well I will continue...
Till the end...
I write More On to NIght... Thanks and Sarang Hae Yo!!!
