5 More Days

~~~5 More Days To New Year~~~

5 More Days

Mmm

My Faith???

Still A Stronghold

Discarding Bit By Bit The Dark side Of Myself

Hell You Negative Energies

I'm Gonna Kill You All...

No More You In My Self

Love???

Still Have Faith On It...

Still Keeping My Words

I'm Honouring It No Matter What

Promises???

To Myself

Gonna Keep On Growing

Be Firm, Fair, And Consistent

Share What I Learned

Musics Is My Talent

To My Love One

I Will Love You No Matter What

You Have My Heart With You... Cos We Both Agreed That You Keep It

Sincerely I Need You

Thinking About You Is Fair Enough For Me

I Love You

To Jesus

I Broke Our Promises Jesus

I'm Sorry

I'm A Sinner

I'll Make it Up To You

I Promise

Resolutions???

I Have My Plans

A Strong Plans

~~~Jesus I Need You Owes~~~

One Thing I Need To Do Before The Year 2012 Come

I Really-Really Need To Do It

~~~I Need You JESUS on This Help Me I Beg~~~

Sarang Hae Yo, Fuzzy Wuzzy Yeong Wonhi

There's Nothing Much I Can Say~~~

There's Nothing Much I Can Say... But This Song Can~~~

I LOVE YOU~~~ With All My Heart ... I Can't Afford To Lose You~~~ And You Know That...

~~~I LOVE YOU~~~

Here Is The MV

~~~ I'll Die For You If I Have Too~~~

SARANGHAE YO DONGSAENG
YEONG WONHI

+ ~~~ HAVE FAITH ~~~ +

And YES I DO HAVE!!!

No matter How Hard Life Going To Be and Rough Your Day Is...

Be Strong And Be Wise On Everything...

NO One Says Life Going To Be EASY!!!

Yes Some Says "Life Can Be Easy If You Try"

This Is Because They Learn To Endure All The Pains and Hardships

We Live To Learn... Learn To Be Better ... 

Some Say Faith Wont Bring Anything... Its Actions That Matters...

But I SAY THIS!!!

FAITH WITH ACTIONS ARE MUCH STRONGER THAN NONE!!!

I'm In Pain Now ...

A Hard Pain...

I Made Mistakes... I'm Not Perfect...

I'm Not A Perfect Diamond...

I Have Faith In Everything...

EVEN To The One I Love

I May Be Stupid And Fool

I Know I'm Not Good In Dating Or Giving

I'm So Naive

But It Doesn't Mean I Don't Have A Heart...

Every Second In My Life I Have You To Be On My Mind...

I Dono But I Really-Really Love You...

Say I'm Stupid Saying That

But Let Me Be There For You

I'm Sorry I Lost You Before... But Don't Want To Lose You Again...

Just Thinking About You... Give Me The Reason To Live...

STUPID!!! BABO!!!

Ya That's Me!!!

Cos~~~

I Have Faith On You... Owes Do And Will Never Stop...

I LOVE YOU... FOREVER... Cos You HAve My HEart With You...


And Its Your's...

~~~Nothing Gonna Break Me This Time~~~

How Long will I Be Like This???

I Guess Forever

I'm A Man With His Words

Its Been A While When Others Keep Telling Me To Give Up And Just Go

But I say This To My Self Lastime 

" TQ frens For Your Concerns Advices And Care... But I will make My Own Decision And No Matter What I'm Gonna Hold On To It..."

Say I'm Stupid , Babo - 바보 huhuhu But I'm your Babo no one else...

I'm Not Perfect and I'm Not Rich and I Know I'm Stubborn~~~

But I Love You So Much... I Don't care... Whatever You Are...Your Weaknesses your Lacking 

I DON'T CARE


Because~~~

Because~~~

You Make Me feel Love... You Make Me The Guy Who Cooked For You ... You Make Me The Guy Who Took A Bus Just To Meet You... You Make Me The Guy Who Waited Every Night...
You make Me The One Who Smiles every time I woke Up... You make Me Strong every time I Listen To Your Voice,,, I Dont care

But You're The reason I'm Owes Strong now... Even Lastime...

I Can't Afford To Lose you AGAIN~~~

I'm Sorry But I Love You... I Never Had Someone Who Really-really Care For Me... And You Make Me To Breath Owes...

I Love You My FUZZY WUZZY... I DOn't Want Anyone Else But You....

Only You~~~

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SARANG HAE YO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

~~~I Miss YOu~~~

More Than In This World

~~~A Song That I Wish You to listen~~~

I Love You More Than Anything

Here The Words

허락도 없이 사랑에 빠졌습니다

Without Any Permission, I’ve Fallen In Love

그 사람은 이런 날 모르죠 너무 모르죠 바보

That Person Won’t Know About Someone Like Me. (She) Doesn’t Even Have The Slight Knowledge. (You’re ) A Fool

세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑해 가슴을 파고드는 그 말

More Than Anyone In This World, I Love You (Most) The Word That’s So Engraved Into My Heart

나의 눈동자에 맺혀 있는 눈물이 나의 사랑이야 이 눈물은 너야

The Tears That Has Swelled Up Within My Eyes Represents My Love And Those Tears Are You

허락 없이 시작한 이 사랑을 난 사랑해요

I Love This Love That Started Without (My) Permission

더 아파도 계속 할래 난 끝까지 할래 끝이 없어도

Even If It Will Hurt Deeper, I Want To Continue (To Love) Until The End Even If There’s No Ending To It

심장이 뛰면 사랑도 같이 뜁니다

If The Heart Is Racing Then Love Will Race Together Too

그 사람을 못 보는 지금도 사랑은 뛰죠 계속

Even If I Don’t Get To See The Person At Times Like Now, Love Still Run Continuously

세상 그 구누보다 널 사랑해 그대는 아직 모르네요

More Than Anyone In This World, I Love You. She Doesn’t Seem To Realize That.

나의 입술위로 흘러내린 눈물은 너무 뜨거운데 이 눈물이 난데

Those Tears That Are Flowing Down To Above My Lips Are So Passionate. Those Tears Represents Me

그대만을 담아둔 내 가슴이 터져버려도

Even If My Heart That Only Have Her Was To Explode

난 끝까지 계속 할래 난 그래도 할래 끝이 없어도 널 사랑합니다

I Want To (Love) Till The End. Even If It’s So, I Want To (Love) Even If There’s No Ending, I Love You

발 등위로 떨어진 눈물이 다시 나를 다시 울리고 있어요

Those Tears That Fell Upon My Thighs Is Once Again Making Me Cry For Another Time

그게 사랑이란 걸 알고 있지만

Although I Know That’s What Call Love

세상 그 누구보다 널 사랑해 가슴을 파고드는 그 말

More Than Anyone In This World, I Love You (Most) The Word That’s So Engraved Into My Heart

나의 눈동자에 맺혀 있는 눈물이 나의 사랑이야 이 눈물은 너야

The Tears That Has Swelled Up Within My Eyes Represents My Love And Those Tears Are You

허락 없이 시작한 이 사랑을 난 사랑해요

I Love This Love That Started Without (My) Permission

더 아파도 계속 할래 난 끝까지 할래 끝이 없어도

Even If It Will Hurt Deeper, I Want To Continue (To Love) Until The End Even If There’s No Ending To It

Sarang Hae Yo - DongSaeng 

~~~ What Should I Do ~~~

Hmmm~~~

I Try To Put Laughter In every Second I Breath

But
Those Hahaha~~~ Cant Warm Me Forever

I Put This In My Head~~~
"Makesure You Smile~~~ Cos No One Should Be Sad"

Gosh I Think My Tears want To Run over My Face Now~~~

BuT My Heart Says No~~~ BE STRONG BRUNO

But I Keep Asking My self How Long Can You Hold it~~~

Crying??? That's No Even Me...

I'm Owes The One Who Brought The Laughter And Sometimes They Just Hate Me ... Huhuhu


I Just Dont know What To Write...

I Have so many Song to Listen And Befriend With...

I Wish I Can Just Lie Down And See And Have The Answer

How I Wish I Can Be With You Now And Hold Your Hand and Hug You And say

"I Love You With All My HEART, You Own My Heart, And No ONe CAn Take That Away From You... You Make My Heart To Beat... I LOVE YOU and There's Nothing More I want..."

And What I Should Do Now...

People Say I'm Just Too Nice... Too Kind... To Generous...

Too Naive... A Dreamer...

Thats ME ... A Boy Who Have Faith In Everything...


Maybe I Just Need a Fren To Talk About Everything And Cry~~~ Stupid Me~~~


Will Give Smiles Again Tomoro


BUT IF I SAY I'M OK
~~~I LIED~~~

Sarang Hea Yo Dongsaeng~~~

Yeong-wonhi

Tears~~~ Or Laughters~~~

Hye, everyone

Its A choice... Tears Or Laughter~~~

well some point in our life, there are things that gonna hurt us...

Huhu... I Owes Talk About Life And Love and everything~~~

But You Know What I Think My Bestfren Is right...

Few Weeks Back... He Keep Telling That I'm Stupid and Fool~~~

Then I Was Like Let Me Be Those Stupid And Fool That Alive... Its LAUGHTER who Is With Me That Time...

BUt AS Time Goes By I Put Away My Tears For Some1 Who Worth To Cry For~~~

ITS TRUE I HAVE FAITH IN EVERYTHING
NO MATTER HOW BAD IS THE THINGS GONNA BE FINE

AND NOW
8.56AM

MONDAY - 5th December 2011

I'm Lying On My Bed...

I Know I Have So Many Things Need To Be Done And I Was Like Lost my Soul Or What ... And Listening To Songs and Wondering instead of Doing All My Works~~~

I Try To Wakeup With A Smile And I Did~~~

Thinking Everything That I Fight For ANd Prayed For Are Bless and Strong...

THAT IS MY LOVE IN MY HEART

each Songs come and Accompany Me With All Faith

Tears Coming Down From My Eyes And I Just Wish That I dont Have To Wake Up Anymore...

My Tears was Like running Out~~~

My Eyes Shows~~~ BUT~~~

I GUESS A HEART THAT CRYING IS GREATER Than Any Tears on Our Face


Christmas Is Coming~~~ I Planned Everthing But I Guess I Need Someone To Lean On NOw~~~

TEARS OR LAUGHTER???

Its A Choice
~~~I was Bless To Be As Great As I Am~~~

and What I Will Say 
THIS!!!

I HAVE FAITH !!! NO MATTER WHAT I WILL LOVE YOU

Sarang Hea Yo... Dongseang...

Why You 26th NOVEMBER !!!

Why Must Be You 26th NOVEMBER???

WHY???

Did I ever Did Wrong???

Is there something I Do To Hurt You~~~

WHY???

Why you Keep Stealing Away From Me...

I Dont Believe In Curse... But Why...

YOU NOVEMBER the 26...

YOU WILL NEVER WIN!!! AND WILL NEVER EVEN TOUCH ME~~~ MARK MY WORD~~~


NOVEMBER THE 26th

~~~I'm Sory~~~

I'm Sory

I Really2 Do... I Didnt Meant To Put You In This Bad Situation ...

I'm Sory...

I Dono What To Say Or Do~~~

But Let Me Be With You On This~~~ Please

I Care~~~ I Seriously Do~~~

Please I Want To Go Through This With You~~~

I Dont Want You To Face This On Your Own~~~

I Understand That You Are Angry With Me~~~

Bear With Me~~~

LET ME BE WITH YOU ON THIS~~~

I DONT CARE BUT I WANT YOU TO KNOW
I WONT LET YOU ON YOUR OWN~~~

I LOVE YOU AND I REALLY-REALLY DO~~~

PLEASE~~~

I PRAY THAT EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE~~~

~~~I LOVE YOU~~~

11th November 2011 or 11/11/11

<3 

Hahaha

waa... soooooooo~~~ Its Been A While

again so lazy too write on my blog~~~

well few weeks ago Sad Sad Sad ='( Post

But Today !!! A Happy One Hahaha

Actually its Been Almost than 3-4 months

^^

Yeah Back On My Feet!!! Forgot to Write Them Down Lastime !!!

I Guess I'm Just Tooo Happy About it!!!

Well Love Love Love And Love And Love And Love~~~

Today Lying on My Bed Again~~~ I Guess i'm Just Tooo Lazy hahaha...

But We Cant force OurSelf To Work Right~~~ Not Excuses But The Right Time Will Give Quality!!!

So Want To Share This 

I've Been There and Wont Let it Bring Me Down...

Well I Fought For The Love That I Have Faith In And I Won...

And I'm Happy Now~~~ I Guess We Just Need To Be Strong Enough To Stand And Hold On~~~

So Now And Then Sure Going To Aspire Others and Make Them Better~~~

Its Not Wrong To Help Others and Also Letting Them Help Us!!!

So Before I End My Blog Today!!!

Here What We Need To Do Today!!!

So GBU!!! Have Faith!!! Jesus!!! Love !!! And I Love You!!! ^^ 

I Don't want To Miss To say So...

Its Been A While~~~ 

I dono Why .... Some How In A day I can Think About Death~~~ It Is So Scary BUt Myb I Just Being Too cautious ...

I try Not To think About It But It Keeps crossing My Mind~~~  But What the HAke I Just Need To Be Positive !!!

TOday i Wrote This On My FaceBOOK

" When I Still Can Breath And Smile~~~ I'm Owes Gonna Say I Love You~~~ Cos I Never Know When Will I Breath The Last One~~~ I Love You~~~ Good Nite ♥ "

I Meant It Every word of It~~~

this Is My Promise... and I Guess my Best Fren know How Much I Meant This... He Even feeling so Lame Whenevr I start Talking about My Promise... He once Scolded Me saying

"Dui Ko gila ka... Palis-palis... Choi!!!" and " Ya Bah... Sa ingat Tu K"

in English

"duh! are You Crazy... Never Wish That To happend...  Choi!!! " And " Ya/yes ... I'll remember That K"

I Meant when I say Something With My heart...

i owes Scare That I Wont Have Many chance to do This~~~

Well I Just wants You To Know When Ever you Call Me~~~ I Smile And i Only can Think This " I Must Say I LOVE YOU"

but Sometimes I Didnt cos you say it is weird HAhahha... well I Owes say It Out Loud In My Heart....

TQ for Colouring My Life And My Heart~~~ No One can Take Your Place In My Heart And You kNow That... I Owes Open My Heart For You~~~

I LOVE YOu ~~~ Owes And Will Be So ~~~

Sincerely From My Heart

Time Will Go On No Matter What and I Know thats...

Sometimes We Might Not gonna get what we want But it Doesnt Mean We Need to Stop Believing on that On Thing That We want So Much....

i Might be the Most Stubborn person ever live I guess... hahaha ^^

Cos I Don Care How Much Am I Goin to lose Or gain... i Will Keep what is true For me... and I believe It Is Worth enough to Love some You, really2 Care... I Let People To Judge Me And say what ever they Wanted to say But I Tell you all Here... That...

YOU WILL NEVER GONNA BREAK ME DOWN COS I AM WHO I AM!!! AND YOUR WORDS MIGHT BE THE MOST SHARP EVER YET I HAVE MY HEART TO BELIEVE IN!!!

too Long i Guess... hahhaha

 Try Again

YOU NEVER GONNA BREAK ME COS I HAVE MY HEART WITH FAITH AND LOVE... TQ!!!

I Guess that one better....

Mmm... Back to my story... I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE and Will Owes and I Believe Everyone Is A Gift and Everything as well...

Cherish The people around you... and they'll cherish you back...

And Just to say...

I LOVE YOU... No Matter What... Missing You everyday!!!

당신을 사랑합니다! 영원히 내 마음은 너와 함께 하시 도다 ... 그것을 계속 ...내 마음은 참으로에서 ... 항상 당신은 사랑 ...

dangsin-eul salanghabnida ! yeong-wonhi nae ma-eum-eun neowa hamkke hasi doda ... geugeos eul gyesog ... nae ma-eum-eun cham-eulo eseo ... hangsang dangsin-eun salang ...

Life Sucks???

In ever Of our life... Things Wont Go very Smooth... Some times It Will Never FAvour Us not even a single Time...

I Guess its Been A while I Didnt Write,,, I Speaks Yet I Wish I can record It .... it iS A blessing Because Till Now We Still Breathing And can See things...

I Have So Many To Talk and Shout I Guess to the world... But Not everything I wanted to speaks out is necessary...

it is just... I Never Know that Love Can be within Me Like this... I Still Love You And You Know It... and everyday I tell My Self this ' Be Bless and Give What You Can Give', It Doesnt Matter How Hard or rough Life will BE i'll survive cos i have JESUS!!! 

I keep reminding My self That 'sincere be Your Heart and Dont Hope For More'

there Always In Life You have to MAke Great Choice... Well Choice that You have To make No MAtter What... A choice That Will Breaks YOu and Crush You Yet... You Have To choose...

Waw!!! And In Your Life people Will Question you and Trying To Tell You That it Is wrong... Gosh I Just Want To Say This...

WHERE WERE YOU ALL, WHEN I NEED YOU AND NOW YOU ALL COMING AND SAYING THAT IM WRONG??? I AM SORRY BUT I MADE MY MIND>>> NO ONE CAN BREAK IT OR CRUSH IT DOWN>>> TQ SO MUCH FOR THE CONCERN >>> I CAN THINK AND I KNOW HOW MUCH SHOULD I GO... AND YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW THAT

...

GOsh life Sucks and It Does...

sometimes i just want to quit everything and just lying and dont want wake up at all... put me to sleep pls... But I Know I Have my Duties Here... and I know what I am Ought to Give And Share... it is my Calling...

I Know My Heart... IM SORRY THAT I STILL LOVING THAT PERSON... But It Doesnt Mean Im wrong to do so... I did Choose to have my memories to be taken away and Wish for it so bad... But what Will I Be If I Dont remember A Thing... WILL I BE THE SAME PERSON WITH THIS COMMITMENT AND STRENGTH TO SHARE... A THIS SERVING HEART...

I KNOW THAT IM SELFISH ENOUGH TO SAY THIS... BUT PEOPLE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS HEART DO AND CRYING FOR... IM SORRY REALLY I AM... PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND ME THATS THE ONLY THING I CAN ASK...

MY CHOICE ALREADY HURT ME AND KILLING ME... CAN I JUST HAVE MY FRIENDS TO BE THERE AND GIVING ME STRENGTH ... YOU ALL KNOW IM HURT AND BROKEN... YET IM STILL STANDING HERE AND PROVING TO MYSELF I CAN DO THIS... YET...

i am Strong i know that... And I have My promises to hold to and keep to... I MADE PROMISES WITH JESUS TOO... AND I AM HOLD ON TO IT... I'LL GIVE EVERYTHING... GIVING MY BEST NOW I'LL LET JESUS JUDGE ME... FOR WHATEVER I DID... AND LET ME BE... 

I SAID THIS

HOW MUCH WILL I BE TORTURE I WILL BE WITH JESUS NO MATTER WHAT... IF I HAVE TO SUFFER, HURT, BROKEN TO PIECES EVEN DIE THIS HEART WILL OWES BE FAITHFUL TO JESUS AND EVERYTHING HE BELIEVE AND HOLD ON TO...

JUST YES LIFE SUCKS SOMETIMES... BUT IT HAS THE BEAUTY WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO SEE IT...

BE BLESS AND BE TRUE ... HAVE JOY AND BE FAITHFUL... AMEN....

Its Been...

Well Again It Is... 26... again !!! AHhahahah... Do I Need to hate This Number... O what...

Sometimes... When Your Heart says Something we Need to Listen To It....

I Might Be Stupid O Nothing At All... But It Is You... It Speaks...

I can say and Can List Out All The Songs that My Heart is Crying About Now...

Memories Come Slipping around... welll I keeping Them... Every each Of Them... I wont erase Them Not even One...

Cos i know I will regret if i do So...

Sometimes We Just Need To Laugh and Smile To get Over It But... When Your Heart is sincere... It wont Be That Easy...

every Smile, Laugh, Moment, Cry, and second Is My treasure... that Im With you...

My Prayer Is Owes Has been Your... Till Now...

Every song That We Ever Love Is My Tune... Well my Tears Running Down Sometimes... Thats My Love To You... Cos My Tears Runs To My Heart... My Heart Keeping each Of Them...

Forever...

I Love You...

Will OWes do And Forever...

Sarang Hea Yo!!!

Memory

How Great When You imagine Things Would BE better...

well People did... it Happened ... and It Was Beautiful... Really Beautiful...
Can You Imagine YOu taking Buses you Never Took Before Just to Go and Meet Your Love One... And Since you dont Know How You Took a taxi Just To Go to The Place where You Both Suppose To Meet...


gosh some People Did That....
well it cost You A lot and your reaction 'Screw up The Money!!!'

Hahahhahah...

It Is Really Beautiful When you See THe One YOu Love so Much Sitting and The Butterflies in You stomach Starts to Fly Around... and say I Love in Your Heart...

"Seeing yOu Just Sitting there makes Me Happy Because I can See you..." thats What He Said

Move to The next scene... hahahaha... Watching mOvie...
waw its Been a while Some people Do not to step foot On cinema...

Here a story Of A Boy and A Girl...

Usually She Picked Everything for Him, well It is His turn to pick things ... Man He knows He is Not good At This hahhahaha... So Stupid...

While Watching The movie... Both Of Them sitting together and The

Only One Thing keep Crossing His Mind was... " Check YouR Phone I Sent You A Message!!!" Pls

But when He asked Her to Check On her Phone... THe Message was Not Delivered!!! SHoOt!!! Damn!!!

The message Says" can I Hold You Hand"

But Suddenly She Lay Her Head On His Shoulder... He Was Shocked and Smile... And His Heart Say " I Love You... Always And I Belong To YOu"...

Then He Put His Head On Her Head.. Then Smile...

well Sometime We need to THrow Away Our Ego... And He Did It that Cos he Don want To feel Regret afterward...

then He Said
" I will Regret This if I Dont Do This"

Then He Grab Her hand And Hold It Tight!!!
"I Wont Let You Go.. cos I Love You... Always..."

I wanted to kiss You but I Afraid you will Refuse To... But i Said To My Heart... What More can I asked???

Having You On my Side Now and Holding yOur hand Is Good enough... I Love You dearly and with My Heart Always....

I Just wanna Tell You... I Love You... So Much.... I Wanted tO Hug You and Hold It Tight... I Love YOu So Much... I cried Lastime Because I Miss You so Bad... I Wish I can Just Sit One Whole Day With YOu With Anyone Bothering Us...

I Love You... I Give Away My Heart... And It Is With YOu... I said Before... My Heart Is With You Now... Keep It ... I Wont Ask It Back... cos It Is yours... It Is BElong To YOu...

Only You can Make Me Smile....
Only You can Make Me Cry...
Only You can Make Me Breath...
Only You can Make Me feel Love...
Only You can Make Me be My self...

I Love You... Always... I wont Let You Disappear From My Heart... I'll Keep you For eternity... I Love You....


HE WILL OWES LOVE HER Forever...  Waw!! I feel So Jealous when Read It Again ahhahaha!!!