I Don't want To Miss To say So...

Its Been A While~~~ 

I dono Why .... Some How In A day I can Think About Death~~~ It Is So Scary BUt Myb I Just Being Too cautious ...

I try Not To think About It But It Keeps crossing My Mind~~~  But What the HAke I Just Need To Be Positive !!!

TOday i Wrote This On My FaceBOOK

" When I Still Can Breath And Smile~~~ I'm Owes Gonna Say I Love You~~~ Cos I Never Know When Will I Breath The Last One~~~ I Love You~~~ Good Nite ♥ "

I Meant It Every word of It~~~

this Is My Promise... and I Guess my Best Fren know How Much I Meant This... He Even feeling so Lame Whenevr I start Talking about My Promise... He once Scolded Me saying

"Dui Ko gila ka... Palis-palis... Choi!!!" and " Ya Bah... Sa ingat Tu K"

in English

"duh! are You Crazy... Never Wish That To happend...  Choi!!! " And " Ya/yes ... I'll remember That K"

I Meant when I say Something With My heart...

i owes Scare That I Wont Have Many chance to do This~~~

Well I Just wants You To Know When Ever you Call Me~~~ I Smile And i Only can Think This " I Must Say I LOVE YOU"

but Sometimes I Didnt cos you say it is weird HAhahha... well I Owes say It Out Loud In My Heart....

TQ for Colouring My Life And My Heart~~~ No One can Take Your Place In My Heart And You kNow That... I Owes Open My Heart For You~~~

I LOVE YOu ~~~ Owes And Will Be So ~~~

Sincerely From My Heart

Time Will Go On No Matter What and I Know thats...

Sometimes We Might Not gonna get what we want But it Doesnt Mean We Need to Stop Believing on that On Thing That We want So Much....

i Might be the Most Stubborn person ever live I guess... hahaha ^^

Cos I Don Care How Much Am I Goin to lose Or gain... i Will Keep what is true For me... and I believe It Is Worth enough to Love some You, really2 Care... I Let People To Judge Me And say what ever they Wanted to say But I Tell you all Here... That...

YOU WILL NEVER GONNA BREAK ME DOWN COS I AM WHO I AM!!! AND YOUR WORDS MIGHT BE THE MOST SHARP EVER YET I HAVE MY HEART TO BELIEVE IN!!!

too Long i Guess... hahhaha

 Try Again

YOU NEVER GONNA BREAK ME COS I HAVE MY HEART WITH FAITH AND LOVE... TQ!!!

I Guess that one better....

Mmm... Back to my story... I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE and Will Owes and I Believe Everyone Is A Gift and Everything as well...

Cherish The people around you... and they'll cherish you back...

And Just to say...

I LOVE YOU... No Matter What... Missing You everyday!!!

당신을 사랑합니다! 영원히 내 마음은 너와 함께 하시 도다 ... 그것을 계속 ...내 마음은 참으로에서 ... 항상 당신은 사랑 ...

dangsin-eul salanghabnida ! yeong-wonhi nae ma-eum-eun neowa hamkke hasi doda ... geugeos eul gyesog ... nae ma-eum-eun cham-eulo eseo ... hangsang dangsin-eun salang ...

Life Sucks???

In ever Of our life... Things Wont Go very Smooth... Some times It Will Never FAvour Us not even a single Time...

I Guess its Been A while I Didnt Write,,, I Speaks Yet I Wish I can record It .... it iS A blessing Because Till Now We Still Breathing And can See things...

I Have So Many To Talk and Shout I Guess to the world... But Not everything I wanted to speaks out is necessary...

it is just... I Never Know that Love Can be within Me Like this... I Still Love You And You Know It... and everyday I tell My Self this ' Be Bless and Give What You Can Give', It Doesnt Matter How Hard or rough Life will BE i'll survive cos i have JESUS!!! 

I keep reminding My self That 'sincere be Your Heart and Dont Hope For More'

there Always In Life You have to MAke Great Choice... Well Choice that You have To make No MAtter What... A choice That Will Breaks YOu and Crush You Yet... You Have To choose...

Waw!!! And In Your Life people Will Question you and Trying To Tell You That it Is wrong... Gosh I Just Want To Say This...

WHERE WERE YOU ALL, WHEN I NEED YOU AND NOW YOU ALL COMING AND SAYING THAT IM WRONG??? I AM SORRY BUT I MADE MY MIND>>> NO ONE CAN BREAK IT OR CRUSH IT DOWN>>> TQ SO MUCH FOR THE CONCERN >>> I CAN THINK AND I KNOW HOW MUCH SHOULD I GO... AND YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW THAT

...

GOsh life Sucks and It Does...

sometimes i just want to quit everything and just lying and dont want wake up at all... put me to sleep pls... But I Know I Have my Duties Here... and I know what I am Ought to Give And Share... it is my Calling...

I Know My Heart... IM SORRY THAT I STILL LOVING THAT PERSON... But It Doesnt Mean Im wrong to do so... I did Choose to have my memories to be taken away and Wish for it so bad... But what Will I Be If I Dont remember A Thing... WILL I BE THE SAME PERSON WITH THIS COMMITMENT AND STRENGTH TO SHARE... A THIS SERVING HEART...

I KNOW THAT IM SELFISH ENOUGH TO SAY THIS... BUT PEOPLE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS HEART DO AND CRYING FOR... IM SORRY REALLY I AM... PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND ME THATS THE ONLY THING I CAN ASK...

MY CHOICE ALREADY HURT ME AND KILLING ME... CAN I JUST HAVE MY FRIENDS TO BE THERE AND GIVING ME STRENGTH ... YOU ALL KNOW IM HURT AND BROKEN... YET IM STILL STANDING HERE AND PROVING TO MYSELF I CAN DO THIS... YET...

i am Strong i know that... And I have My promises to hold to and keep to... I MADE PROMISES WITH JESUS TOO... AND I AM HOLD ON TO IT... I'LL GIVE EVERYTHING... GIVING MY BEST NOW I'LL LET JESUS JUDGE ME... FOR WHATEVER I DID... AND LET ME BE... 

I SAID THIS

HOW MUCH WILL I BE TORTURE I WILL BE WITH JESUS NO MATTER WHAT... IF I HAVE TO SUFFER, HURT, BROKEN TO PIECES EVEN DIE THIS HEART WILL OWES BE FAITHFUL TO JESUS AND EVERYTHING HE BELIEVE AND HOLD ON TO...

JUST YES LIFE SUCKS SOMETIMES... BUT IT HAS THE BEAUTY WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO SEE IT...

BE BLESS AND BE TRUE ... HAVE JOY AND BE FAITHFUL... AMEN....

Its Been...

Well Again It Is... 26... again !!! AHhahahah... Do I Need to hate This Number... O what...

Sometimes... When Your Heart says Something we Need to Listen To It....

I Might Be Stupid O Nothing At All... But It Is You... It Speaks...

I can say and Can List Out All The Songs that My Heart is Crying About Now...

Memories Come Slipping around... welll I keeping Them... Every each Of Them... I wont erase Them Not even One...

Cos i know I will regret if i do So...

Sometimes We Just Need To Laugh and Smile To get Over It But... When Your Heart is sincere... It wont Be That Easy...

every Smile, Laugh, Moment, Cry, and second Is My treasure... that Im With you...

My Prayer Is Owes Has been Your... Till Now...

Every song That We Ever Love Is My Tune... Well my Tears Running Down Sometimes... Thats My Love To You... Cos My Tears Runs To My Heart... My Heart Keeping each Of Them...

Forever...

I Love You...

Will OWes do And Forever...

Sarang Hea Yo!!!

Memory

How Great When You imagine Things Would BE better...

well People did... it Happened ... and It Was Beautiful... Really Beautiful...
Can You Imagine YOu taking Buses you Never Took Before Just to Go and Meet Your Love One... And Since you dont Know How You Took a taxi Just To Go to The Place where You Both Suppose To Meet...


gosh some People Did That....
well it cost You A lot and your reaction 'Screw up The Money!!!'

Hahahhahah...

It Is Really Beautiful When you See THe One YOu Love so Much Sitting and The Butterflies in You stomach Starts to Fly Around... and say I Love in Your Heart...

"Seeing yOu Just Sitting there makes Me Happy Because I can See you..." thats What He Said

Move to The next scene... hahahaha... Watching mOvie...
waw its Been a while Some people Do not to step foot On cinema...

Here a story Of A Boy and A Girl...

Usually She Picked Everything for Him, well It is His turn to pick things ... Man He knows He is Not good At This hahhahaha... So Stupid...

While Watching The movie... Both Of Them sitting together and The

Only One Thing keep Crossing His Mind was... " Check YouR Phone I Sent You A Message!!!" Pls

But when He asked Her to Check On her Phone... THe Message was Not Delivered!!! SHoOt!!! Damn!!!

The message Says" can I Hold You Hand"

But Suddenly She Lay Her Head On His Shoulder... He Was Shocked and Smile... And His Heart Say " I Love You... Always And I Belong To YOu"...

Then He Put His Head On Her Head.. Then Smile...

well Sometime We need to THrow Away Our Ego... And He Did It that Cos he Don want To feel Regret afterward...

then He Said
" I will Regret This if I Dont Do This"

Then He Grab Her hand And Hold It Tight!!!
"I Wont Let You Go.. cos I Love You... Always..."

I wanted to kiss You but I Afraid you will Refuse To... But i Said To My Heart... What More can I asked???

Having You On my Side Now and Holding yOur hand Is Good enough... I Love You dearly and with My Heart Always....

I Just wanna Tell You... I Love You... So Much.... I Wanted tO Hug You and Hold It Tight... I Love YOu So Much... I cried Lastime Because I Miss You so Bad... I Wish I can Just Sit One Whole Day With YOu With Anyone Bothering Us...

I Love You... I Give Away My Heart... And It Is With YOu... I said Before... My Heart Is With You Now... Keep It ... I Wont Ask It Back... cos It Is yours... It Is BElong To YOu...

Only You can Make Me Smile....
Only You can Make Me Cry...
Only You can Make Me Breath...
Only You can Make Me feel Love...
Only You can Make Me be My self...

I Love You... Always... I wont Let You Disappear From My Heart... I'll Keep you For eternity... I Love You....


HE WILL OWES LOVE HER Forever...  Waw!! I feel So Jealous when Read It Again ahhahaha!!!

A New Song To Share... Waa... By Onew Shinee!!!

I was downloading Songs... Accidentally Downloaded This One!!! Wa Got The Vids Also...

How Sincere Is This Song... I'll Sing It Some Day!!! Show My heart Out!!!

Forever More(I'll be the one) - Onew(Shinee)

Forever More(I'll be the one) - Ingram James(Original)

Forever More (I'll be the one)

Before we go to sleep tonight

We'll say our prayers

I'll hold you tight

and kiss away the fears you hold inside you

So many years have passed us by

I cherish the moments by your side

A love like ours will only grow much stronger

I wanna to tell you

That forever more I'll be the one to love you, to love you

When you need me I'll be there to make you smile

And forever more I'll be the one you come to oh honey

I'll be the one to love you when the morning comes

Through all the tears we left behind

The joy we shared, your hand in my mine

I can't resist ooo touching you not even while you're sleeping

And when you wake I promise you

We'll celebrate our dreams come true

A love like ours will only grown much stronger

I wanna to tell you

That forever more I'll be the one to love you, to love you

When you need me I'll be there to make you smile

And forever more I'll be the one you come to oh baby

I'll be the one to love you when the morning comes

Let me tell you

There will never be another cold and lonely winter night

'Cause we're family

And baby our love will last forever

So I'll say to you

That forever more, I'll be the one to love you darling

When you need me I'll be there to make you smile

And forever more I'll be the one you come to oh I will baby

And that forever more

I'll be the one to love you when the morning comes

I'll be the one to love you........forever more

The end

I Miss You... Even I Cried Last Nite... Waw... Beautiful Song

I Found A Love Story!!! Waw!!!

I Was reading during that Time ... On A Bus... Heading To The exam Hall... So Cool What...

It Was On A Paper...

The Story Written On The Paper Was...it doesn't Have Any Title Though... So Hope You all Read It... Its Kind Of Touching and Very Sincere... enjoy... 

"I Love You, And I Miss You, So Much... I Try to Forget But My Heart seem Too Young To Forget...

I Can't forget Everything About Us, I Never knew it Was that Beautiful and Specials... I Love You So Much and I Don't Know Why... You Made Me Love You so Much Day After Day...

Every time I Try To Forget, I Just smile and My Heart Was Crying Knowing It was never Will there Anymore...

everyday I was Hoping that I can Hear Your Voice and Look Into Your eyes... I want to see Your Smile ... Just A glance would Be enough for me...

I Know I have to Let Go before, And I did everything So you will Leave me... I try to Make sure You will make a mistake then I Can use It as an excuse... But You never Made even One...

I Look at You... How you Smile, How You Feel, How You try, How You wish... It was Sincere... Gosh I Love You... I Can't Hurt Someone Who Is really Sincere To Me... Every time I Kiss  You... My Heart Says I Love You... But Now My Heart will Never Those Words anymore...

I Guess God helps Me In this Matter, We Both Know it Is Wrong For Us to Be together, And I Prayed everyday saying... 

" I Know It Is Wrong, I'm Sorry ... Really I Am... It Is My Heart God... Just I can Pray Make Her Love You more than I am, Because That what I am Trying To Do For so Long..."

I Cried So Much And Hurt So Much When Ever I say those Words... But I Know thats How Things suppose To Be... I Put My Sincerity There...

Others Always say 

"NOW!!! NOW!!! NOW!!! Leave Before it Is Too Late, Leave If You really wants To Save Her... Leave If You Love GOD!!!"

it Is easy For Them To say that... well I Try my Hardest On It... some even stop believing on me that I will succeed one day... I'm Sorry if I disappointed Them... But The time will Come... I believe on It because i Know God Will Help Me On This...

by the time You leave Me say the Words... "we Should Call It Off... I can't Continue With this"

I was Crying And Pretending I Was Fine... I Hold On To My Feet and Thank God For It... As much As I Hurt... My Cried More then ever It Has Been...

My Closest Friend said " Be Thankful Jesus Heard Your Prayer... You are Sincere, and You Know That, and You Know This have to end no Matter What... I'm Proud Of You, You Are ahead Than You Think You Are... Praise God for That!!!"

I Laugh and Cried saying" Yes I Did gone so far, Very far I won't look Back... I'll be fine... Thank You"

Happy, Sad, Joy, Hurt, Pretending, Trying, Hiding...

Thats What I Have Been Doing Then...

 Until I Listen To The One song singing...

Cradle
I will rock you like a baby, I will,
Cradled in my arms,
I will keep you safe from danger,
Shelter you from harm...

There will never be another lover,
Who treats you like I do,
We can drift into forever,
On a love thats made for two...

Dont you ever say this loves not special,
Dont you ever think its not essential...
Baby...

I was only thinkin of you,
Hopin you were thinkin of me,
Two hearts beating just like one,
Agaisnt the world...
Baby...

I am always dreamin of you,
Hopin you are dreamin of me,
I could never live,
One day without your love...

I Cried In A sudden... Waw Powerful Song... Gosh I Hold things So Much... I cant even stop... everything Just Flows down... Guest I am hurt that Much... Pity On Me... I tried To sing along But I can't even say A single word... I Listened to the songs You ever Gave me.. I Hurt... I Cried so Bad... i Never Imagine I would reach This State...

Another Song Is This... I It Is in Korean..

"Onew & Kim Yeon woo - The Name I Love"

Soni siryeowa

Trembling hands

Saranghae giyeoki chagapge aryeo-onda

The memories of love come back to me coldly

Ijaeneun deoisang neoreul bujunghago sipji aneun nareul algo itjuman

Now, I don't want to deny you anymore but i know that

Gakkai itneun neol saranghal su eopneun geol algo itgiae

No matter how close, I know that i cannot love you

Nal balabol su eopneun neol gidarimi neomu himdeuleo

I cannot think of you, waiting for you is so difficult

Ijaen gyeondil su eopneun irweojil su eopgiae

I cannot endure this already, This love cannot be fulfilled

Naega saranghaetdeon geu ireum

The name that I love before

Bulleoboryeo nagalsurok neomu meoleojyeotdeon

Has become more and more distant as I call it

Geu ireum ijae jeokeonokgo

Now I'm writing your name

Na oolmeokyeo naeanae soomgo shipeojyeo

And i want to keep it in within me

Neol saranghal su bakkae eopseotdeon

I cannot love anyone besides you

Geu naleul ijaen alajweoyo

I realized it now

Irul su eopneun sarangdo sarang innika

Even the love that cannot be, is still known as love

Honja hal su eopneun sarangiran neukkimeun naegae dagawa

Alone, I cannot handle the feelings of love that come to me

Snijak hal sudo eopneun geulioomeun keojyeoman gago

I can't even start this, I can only miss you and keep you in my heart

Shirin gaseumhankyeonaen neoae hyanggiman nama

In my heart, only the fragrance of you that I loved and miss the most, is left

Naega saranghaetdeon geu ireum

The name that I love before

Bulleoboryeo nagalsurok neomu meoleojyeotdeon

Has become more and more distant as I call it

Geu ireum ijae jeokeonokgo

Now I'm writing your name

Na oolmeokyeo naeanae soomgo shipeojyeo

And i want to keep it in within me

Neol saranghal su bakkae eopseotdeon

I cannot love anyone besides you

Geu naleul ijaen alajweoyo

I realized it now

Irul su eopneun sarangdo sarang innika

Even the love that cannot be, is still known as love

Sucheon beoneul dolikyeo cheoeumae naro gal sunganae

Thousands of times, I remember the very moment that you walked towards me

Gaseum han gusseokeul da asagai nae moseupingeol

Taking away a corner of my heart

Naega saranghaetdeon geu ireum

The name that I love before

Bulleoboryeo nagalsurok neomu meoleojyeotdeon

Has become more and more distant as I call it

Geu ireum ijae jeokeonokgo

Now I'm writing your name

Na oolmeokyeo naeanae soomgo shipeojyeo

And i want to keep it in within me

Neol saranghal su bakkae eopseotdeon

I cannot love anyone besides you

Geu naleul ijaen alajweoyo

I realized it now

Irul su eopneun sarangdo sarang innika

Even the love that cannot be, is still known as love

 Well I Guess Till Here 1st... The Story Not Finish Yet... Need To wrote More on It Later !!! Sarang Hae Yo!!! Thanks For Stopping By!!! wait For the second part K!!!