In ever Of our life... Things Wont Go very Smooth... Some times It Will Never FAvour Us not even a single Time...
I Guess its Been A while I Didnt Write,,, I Speaks Yet I Wish I can record It .... it iS A blessing Because Till Now We Still Breathing And can See things...
I Have So Many To Talk and Shout I Guess to the world... But Not everything I wanted to speaks out is necessary...
it is just... I Never Know that Love Can be within Me Like this... I Still Love You And You Know It... and everyday I tell My Self this ' Be Bless and Give What You Can Give', It Doesnt Matter How Hard or rough Life will BE i'll survive cos i have JESUS!!!
I keep reminding My self That 'sincere be Your Heart and Dont Hope For More'
there Always In Life You have to MAke Great Choice... Well Choice that You have To make No MAtter What... A choice That Will Breaks YOu and Crush You Yet... You Have To choose...
Waw!!! And In Your Life people Will Question you and Trying To Tell You That it Is wrong... Gosh I Just Want To Say This...
WHERE WERE YOU ALL, WHEN I NEED YOU AND NOW YOU ALL COMING AND SAYING THAT IM WRONG??? I AM SORRY BUT I MADE MY MIND>>> NO ONE CAN BREAK IT OR CRUSH IT DOWN>>> TQ SO MUCH FOR THE CONCERN >>> I CAN THINK AND I KNOW HOW MUCH SHOULD I GO... AND YOU ALL SHOULD KNOW THAT
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GOsh life Sucks and It Does...
sometimes i just want to quit everything and just lying and dont want wake up at all... put me to sleep pls... But I Know I Have my Duties Here... and I know what I am Ought to Give And Share... it is my Calling...
I Know My Heart... IM SORRY THAT I STILL LOVING THAT PERSON... But It Doesnt Mean Im wrong to do so... I did Choose to have my memories to be taken away and Wish for it so bad... But what Will I Be If I Dont remember A Thing... WILL I BE THE SAME PERSON WITH THIS COMMITMENT AND STRENGTH TO SHARE... A THIS SERVING HEART...
I KNOW THAT IM SELFISH ENOUGH TO SAY THIS... BUT PEOPLE WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THIS HEART DO AND CRYING FOR... IM SORRY REALLY I AM... PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND ME THATS THE ONLY THING I CAN ASK...
MY CHOICE ALREADY HURT ME AND KILLING ME... CAN I JUST HAVE MY FRIENDS TO BE THERE AND GIVING ME STRENGTH ... YOU ALL KNOW IM HURT AND BROKEN... YET IM STILL STANDING HERE AND PROVING TO MYSELF I CAN DO THIS... YET...
i am Strong i know that... And I have My promises to hold to and keep to... I MADE PROMISES WITH JESUS TOO... AND I AM HOLD ON TO IT... I'LL GIVE EVERYTHING... GIVING MY BEST NOW I'LL LET JESUS JUDGE ME... FOR WHATEVER I DID... AND LET ME BE...
I SAID THIS
HOW MUCH WILL I BE TORTURE I WILL BE WITH JESUS NO MATTER WHAT... IF I HAVE TO SUFFER, HURT, BROKEN TO PIECES EVEN DIE THIS HEART WILL OWES BE FAITHFUL TO JESUS AND EVERYTHING HE BELIEVE AND HOLD ON TO...
JUST YES LIFE SUCKS SOMETIMES... BUT IT HAS THE BEAUTY WHEN YOU REALLY WANT TO SEE IT...
BE BLESS AND BE TRUE ... HAVE JOY AND BE FAITHFUL... AMEN....
